After Rain

Rain is something that we can feel. It is true and real. It is a symbol and a way of all the favors of earth which come from Him through the skies, but also it is often described as sadness and loneliness. For me rain is something that is obviously able to refresh our earth from all the bad deeds, and that's beautiful I think. Pictures below were taken just about in minutes after rain, one of them was captured by my mom. I am not gonna tell you what's the meaning of the numbers, try to figure it out by your self, and I hope you'll find it interesting.

 

I love the Beatles, I really love them in 1960's, I love to see John stays like in that year forever. You know The Beatles, which the world called it as a legend. There are too many controversies about them, even If I stand both of with my closed ears and eyes, against the controversy, I still can realize. It is like they come through the wind, covering up your mind. I'm happy that I love Beatles. It is simply because of that. I don't want to be just too curious about their troubles, exploring their businesses and mysteries one by one. It is not because I'm afraid, but knowing their every single troubles won't change any of my attention to them, so that's useless. 

I'm a fan of Beatles, I can't say if I'm a big fan of them or not, because everything seems to be relative if you just try to explain things like, are you a bigger fan than The Beatles's other fans? what actually "big" means to people? I won't make it clear.

As a fan, I don't put more curiosity of their troubles, it might be confusing and weird, but just like what John Lennon says on the picture below, it is weird not be weird, simple as that. Thank you :)

source: Tumblr

Best Love,

Monicha N.

Perspective

There are always a lot of stories I have on this mind, trying to blow them out here, my dearest place to share. I was lately feeling like I have been underestimated and bothered somehow, by people's way of thinking. Sometimes I'd really like to put their face up, listen to me carefully while I'm saying something like, well you saw me last night was hanging out with my guy friends on the bar, wearing skirt and boots plus doing make up, then you simply would like to state that I'm a skanky yatch, that I'm a stupid useless one. Then I just only want to hear what's the way they choose to answer. I'm litteraly sick of people who judge only from our physical appearance, our society should stop that. I'm not the one, there are surely many girls outside, speaking for this, asking what's wrong. Well. I'm not angry, I'm fine with those all. These are not a big thing for me, I'm not trying to change or fix anything, I just want to let people see.  

You never know what is inside before you try to walk on it, to see from it, to stay with it. There is nothing ever so wrong, nothing so right, we are dealing with this life, spreading the love not the haters. I always know that people are the sweethearts. There are still the magical things happen around me. I wouldn't be amazed, I know that God is always here, give me His stories, beauty within everything. 

Yap, I'm sorry if I bother you with this but thank you so much for you all who have spent your time reading this post, I'd give you a very big appreciation. Thank you once again, best regards and love, sugar! ;)

What a very great day for me to know I won the fashion competition that is held by Gogirl! Magazine, one of the greatest fashion magazines in Indonesia. It was very amazing and surprising, the competition was called "Fashion Tag", and I am the winner for month of December. I never imagined that before, waw just still very exciting till this time haha, yeaay thanks Gogirl! I love you I always do!

And I got this super cool watch as a prize! yipii! 

                             This is my photo for the competition

Vintage Stripes Skirt as A Dress - Ps. Gedebage, Knit Sweater - BTC, Gray Tights - Panty House, Clogs - Misyelle                     

                                                          Thanks Gogirl! Thanks God <3!