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Sunday, February 20, 2011


Do you ever feel so afraid of losing something? yes it is me now.

the boy who can't see my light on him, he never realized it.
I'm the one who will always waiting for him, wanting him back, watching his every step everyday, pray for him when every time i start my day, never gonna let him fall down, I'm trying so hard for lifting him up, build up every little thing that is broken, never gonna leave him alone.
I'll always try to have a strength to forgive his every mistakes. But he? he'll always be there for her, never for me, yes always her.... and I don't know why.

and i can't, i never can, but i have to and always have to be. I'll be strong. I'll be good. I'll be great. I'll be alright.

here, i don't ever have a chance, got lost in his eyes, he's blind, blind in me, he never see me just like the way i see him. But i cry, cry for him.

but once again i realized, there's too much love i have,too deep, too hard, too honest.                                                                                          and once again i say, i can't, i never can to hurt him. See? I'm afraid but its ok.

see me

      Just turn back and take a look at me. She can't see the way your eyes, light up when you smile . She'll never notice how you stop and stare, whenever she walks by, and you can't see me wanting you the way you want her. But you are everything to me.
       I just wanna show you, she don't even know you, she's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me , but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable, instead of just invisible. She's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do.
      And all I think about is how to make you think of me ,and everything that we could be. I just wanna open your eyes, and make you realize, let me love you, let me want you.                                                                                                                                                                      For someone out there, u'll wake up someday

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Lights Camera Action

good morning everyone!
I never post an entry in the morning before, this is my first haha, well, again let me show you some of my pictures, the kind of another photo shoot, no theme, it was random, it did not have any concept, it was about personality.
I gave this the title Spring Summer Fall Winter Come Late, so guys just enjoy it!

wardrobe by : random, taken by : random , editing by : monicha nelis

Tuesday, February 1, 2011


whops with no words just enjoy :)

yap thats me, hahaha yes just make it fun, thank you, good night